September 10, 2008

Tuesdays are waaaaaaay too long.  Being on campus for ten hours kills a little part of my soul and my back.  Those chairs are really uncomfortable.  But I think the worst thing about being on campus for so long is that I am virtually silent for an entire day.  You can't meet people at a school as big as SDSU and therefore, you have nobody to talk to.  It's sad.  I feel lonely.  I've started singing along to my ipod when sitting on a bench and writing. 
Nobody ever tells you how lonely it is to be a college student.  They always emphasize the bonding seen in sororities and fraternities even though it's a small sector of the campus (usually, not at state...) who participates in those activities. 
I.  Need. To. Make. Friends.  Or write more often or find a hobby.  I was talking with Katy about this last night and I came to the sad realization that I hang out with a total of four people.  Amber, Janine, Annie and Katy herself.  And I usually hang out with the last three as a group, so they sort of count as one person. 
I guess I'll be able to focus on school and writing as I should.  But I still like seeing people. 

I cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot cannot WAIT to go to Philadelphia.  I got my ticket on Monday and am counting down the days.  LESS than a month technically.  AHHHHHH!  I'm so freaking excited, you have no idea.

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