My biggest worldly concern is people not aspiring to be something greater. I know everyone wants to be a certain type of person but It scares me that people don't give serious contemplation or work towards that goal. I mean if your not taking the time to pick the right friends, to learn how to play that instrument you have always wanted to play, gain enough social skills and understanding to learn that if people drive drunk, people are gonna get killed needlessly, and if you don't take the time to develop an understanding and question the world you live in and how to make it better, and are willing to go crazy and express yourself about it, then your not going to truly live. The way I see it is that there is so much bullshit; people sue each other over things they don't understand, we overlook important values that go into relationships that are defined by love and instead become selfish, we constantly compete and play cutthroat and don't think of what really matters. People don't get involved anymore; less than 1% of the male population is an Eagle Scout. As cliche or corny as it may sound, I have probably learned most of my moral code I live by today from that time of my life and its sad to see less and less people aspiring to something like that. I just think if people put in a little more common sense and love into their lives many of the concerns and problems in this world would be solved EASILY.

Stand up for what you believe, please.

Sorry for boring wall of text.

Richard Wright died today due to cancer.

This is a sad day =(

At least he will be up in that Great Gig in the Sky. It will always be his.

I think everyone should do this.
Look at your Google search bar and put down a few of the things you have searched over the past few years. Im doing it for every letter starting at 'Q' in keyboard order (Qwerty).

So here is a look into my nerdy and slightly twisted world of thought.

q - quantum physics what is reality
      quotes from life aquatic

w - wish you were here second solo
      what is Leia's cell block number
      some WoW stuff

e - electrostatic potential in the center of a sphere
      Eric Clapton
      ewok quotes from star wars

r - RC circuit time to charge
    run like hell guitar tab
    radiohead art

t - Thursday
    The Beatles
    tractor beam how it works

y - youtube
     young lust guitar tabs

u - union tribune
     US world report editorials
     using CSS code

i - ionization of water with silverware
    ironic situations
    i hate al gore

o - optimus prime
     over 9000
     online differentiators

p - Pink Floyd __________

a - average length of a human small intestine
     Ashley Micklos
     Admiral Akbar

s - star wars cards value
     show parametric equations of an involute of cow tied to silo
     street scene san diego

d - death star engineer
      disney princess color in
      david gilmour _________

f - flaming lips album
    fireworks in san diego
    face palm

g - google black
      global outsourcing
      g-man

h - heart stencil
     how much +damage should a shadow priest have?
     how _________________?
     high resolution "radiohead"

j - jimmy eat world guitar tab
    jeff micklos "webtape"
    jesus on dinosaur coloring book

k - kids fighting
     KFC
     kawaii

l - limit of a function
    live in Copenhagen mew
    lol cat
    lightsaber theory

z - Zelda ________

x - x -wing ________
     Xerxes
     xenophobia

c - congressional debate procedures
     C++ programming
     crystal jedi heart

v - visual studio
     van halen
     voltron protector of the universe

b - by parts formula
     black mesa source
     boba fett

n - Nebuchadnezzar
     night adventures in san diego
     Natalie Portman

m - Mega64
      most ghetto place in america
     msn olympics

Ron Paul on Fox News by fagan411 on YouTube

Honestly, I wish I knew more about Ron Paul. With Obama we might have a stronger Economy but small businesses will hurt, and visa versa with McCain. Ron Paul thinks we should stop printing more money when we need and bring a close to the war in Iraq so we

There was talk about how sick it would be to all take some kind of programming class together. There is one that Cuyamaca offers on Saturday, it to build and program a robot, and there are no pre reqs; I know we are all busy though and its on Saturday.

I have a job interview tomorrow.

Ashley leaves soon   =(


He's sending stones skimming and flying
Circles spinning out his time
Though the earth is dying his head is in the stars
Chances are this spark's a lifetime


Out of touch he'll live in wonder
Won't lose sleep he'll just pretend
In his world he won't go under
Turns without him until the end


Rivers run dry but there's no line on his brow
Says he doesn't care who's saved
It's just the dice you roll, the here and now
And he's not guilty or afraid


One day he'll slip away
Cool water flowing all around
In the river and on the ground
Leave a pocketful of stones and not believe in other lives


Until then he'll live in wonder
He won't fight or comprehend
In his world he won't go under
Turns without him until the end

Still coming down from the great high that was the Radiohead concert I was reading the article put in the SD union tribune. It sucks to know I will never see Pink Floyd or The Beatles live but the point this week was we got to see Radiohead. Not only have I come to realize that they let Everything in it's Right Place draw out for so long is so they can drive away in their tour bus without conflict but that we are lucky to see them live, the Led Zepplin and Beatles of our time. ITS JUST AMAING, I MEAN WTF.

A quote from the Tribune:

But put these five English music mavericks together on stage, or in a
recording studio, and magic happens. Together, they achieve a sonic
symbiosis – if not outright musical alchemy – that enables them to soar
repeatedly.

That's precisely what Radiohead did at its Chula Vista concert
Wednesday, which drew 19,692 fans to cheer on art-rock's most popular
band since Pink Floyd.

This has comfirmed my feelings about Radiohead since the begining, that other people feel the same way I do. Music with artistic meaning, the most powerful form of communication, symbolism, and emotion on earth, this is it. What I see in Pink Floyd is a foresight into progessive rock greater than anyone was able to achieve; a reveoluonary breakthrough in artistic rock. Now I have come to realize that the only other band to achieve this on a dynamic, wide-spread scale is Radiohead. I love music so much, espcially these bands because of their darkness and lullabies of alienation. They reach for certian human characteristics that is deep inside us, unable to be explained by anyone else.

I could go on forever but I just going to go to sleep and think about what a great time it is to be alive.

Jeff when did you add the flower background? It subtle and really nice.

Come out strong with 15 Step
Follow up with Everything In its Right Place
Then comes Arpeggi
Need something real sing-a-long so Fake Plastic Trees
Come on strong with Myxamatosis
Then Sit Down, Stand Up
Another break to a sing-a-long type Planet Telex, or The Bends
Then get crazy but still sing-a-long with frickin' Paranoid Android
You and Whose Army?
Then lets get freaky with We Suck Young Blood
Some more Rainbows with Reckoner, Faust Arp
I think I'll see a Wolf at the Door
Followed by 2 + 2 = 5
Then Bodysnatchers so I can climax
Then No Surprises
Now encore with Ideoteque
True Love Waits
Finish with V i d e o t a p e

I wish I could arrange this list better, I obviously want them to play everything, or they could JUST do Bangers and Mash the whole time...